My Sweet Beautiful Baby Girl,
I'm not quite sure I can put into words what you mean to me and all the love I have for you, but I'm going to try.
When you came into our world you just brought so much joy and happiness to us with your beautiful smile and happy as can be laugh.
Growing up you always made us so proud! Whether it was school, sports, cooking, modeling or just being you; the sweetest, funniest most caring person I know.
I miss you. Your jokes, your laugh, your contagious smile. Our conversations and believe it or not I even miss hearing you ask for rides and money LOL.
I would give anything to talk to you or be able to spend time with you just one last time. It has been 6 months since you left us, but, to me it feels like it just happened yesterday. There is a hole in my heart that will never be filled.
Aunt Carol and I come and visit you once a week. I know you're there with us thinking these two are absolutely crazy; but it makes us feel closer to you. Daddy grew you some awesome grass, but I'm sure you know that.
Darlin I just want you to know that no matter what I am so proud of you. You faced your demons head on and you fought hard. You never gave up. You were always so much more than your addiction. You went head to head with that devil, unfortunately he was just too strong. Baby Girl I love you so much and I miss you with every fiber of my being.
Please send mommy a sign!! I have seen some, but remember when we would watch all those paranormal shows together: we always said that we would show each other signs. I'm waiting patiently for you to show me something, although I thought for sure I would be the one visiting you.
Always know that you are in my heart and soul Baby Girl and I promise I will make sure that Jaila and Levi never forget their Auntie!!